Tomorrow is the big day. The big "back to work" day. And yes, YES, I know it's only 18.5 hours a week. I know that leaves LOTS more hours to be with my beautiful babe, but that's not making it any easier right now.
I did my best to distract myself by whipping up dinner for 8 and having lots of fun visiting with the fam. After a huge meal, my main feeling was "overstuffed", but here are some of the other feelings I've had today:
Heartache=
I feel a physical pain thinking about how much I'm going to miss this face
Excitement=
I can't believe I'm going to be an auntie again! Aren't these two just the CUTEST prospective parents ever?
Joy=
Beautiful jewel-toned veggie kabobs to go with a big family dinner. Yum!
Dread=
Work clothes drying on the line. It's going to be hard to dress like a grown-up again after my year off, and my birkenstock MNR days before that!
Horror=
1st day on the new job. 1st day leaving my beautiful baby. SO so so so sad
Anticipation=
a tiny bit
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